It’s
almost three in the morning, and I stand at the edge of one of the
most remarkable places in Cambridgeshire. Part of the fertile East
Anglian farmlands, Cambridgeshire is flat and intensely agricultural.
There are certainly interesting places here: Wicken Fen, the National
Trust’s first nature reserve, donated by Charles Rothschild, is one
of them; and the late Oliver Rackham studied the ancient woodland
fragments around Cambridge itself, which hold huge populations of the
true oxlip – a plant that is found only on the
Cambridgeshire-Suffolk borders.
Like
all woodlands here, the one I stand before is small. At barely five
hectares, it has been dug and ripped at the seams to create
profitable wheat fields. The remnants of a wood bank lie to the
south, one of the few indications that once it was a much larger
working ancient wood.
I
took up night walking as a teenage misanthrope not far from here, in
the similarly arable landscape of West Suffolk, keen to explore the
world without light or people. Night sounds provided a background to
my thoughts; in and of themselves they meant little to me. I couldn’t
tell, then, whether a particular grunt was badger or hedgehog. I
simply needed to escape. Now, however, after years of practice, I
know what’s around me. Voles and field mice tunnel through the long
grass at the wood’s edge, making occasional combative squeaks. From
far off, near the village, a female fox calls. Further still can be
heard the motorway, a constant, rushing noise.
The
wood itself is a repository of sound, a subtle orchestra of
crackling, snapping, and rustling. Wind plays on the leaves.
And
then I hear what I am waiting for. The wood’s own flute. The
nightingale.
I
walk towards it.
*
Several
years ago, the summer I left university, I was briefly employed as a
field assistant for a friend’s PhD. Titled The value of
agri-environment schemes for macro-invertebrate feeders: hedgehogs on
arable farms in Britain, the job involved spending two weeks in
another East Anglian landscape: the wide, open fields just north of
King’s Lynn. This area, on the Lincolnshire-Norfolk border, is a
strange place. Farms stretch out to that curiously-shaped rump which
forms the Wash. It is a depopulated area, and one of the cheapest
rural places to live: you can still buy a three-bedroom house here
for £60,000.
Each
night, at around 9pm, we drove to the study area around a village
called Gedney Drove End. The name seems to perfectly conjure the
feeling of this place: it is an edge, a place nobody comes for
holidays, slowly being carved out by the sea, and its rural
inhabitants are leaving. It reminds me of Caithness, in northern
Scotland – another vast, flat landscape.
And
here, until the pre-dawn, we tracked hedgehogs.
There
were four of us, but we worked alone, each assigned to a quadrant of
several fields. The hedgehogs had been found a few weeks before, and
a radio-transmitter was attached to each (a process of gluing the
tiny transmitter, with its serial number, to a hedgehog’s back),
along with a small red light. We set off on our own, with our
receivers, our maps, and our headlights, and we recorded, once per
hour, the location of all the hedgehogs we could find.
They
turned out to be predictable beasts, sticking to the same route each
night, which traced the edges of the fields, where the margins had
been left. This particular area benefited from an agri-environment
scheme in which the field edges were left wild, so that long grass
and nettles, aided by fertiliser run-off, dominated. The headlight
cast a flat white light over an area not much larger than a couple of
square metres. Copses and lone trees stood as darker shapes against
the sky, which was not quite black.
From
somewhere in the brambles a snuffle and shuffle.
I
stop, hold my receiver high, sweep it around, and listen for the
stronger beep-beep-beep that signals the hedgehog. Mark a
cross on the map, and walk on.
Uniquely,
we have been given access to the entire farm. Nowhere is
out-of-bounds. When I was younger, and first started to leave my
bedroom in the early hours, it didn’t occur to me to stray from the
paths. I suppose I imagined even at that hour there would be an angry
farmer ready to chase me through the barley. But here I was alone and
free. How strange, and delicious, to be solitary in the night. To be
given the gift of free roaming. In the free time between each route I
ran across stubbled fields. I turned off my light, and crept through
small oak and ash woods. A devilish excitement held me: I could do
anything and not be seen, for there was nobody around, except
my three colleagues, for miles.
For
the most part, however, I was content to wander, and to listen. I
began to distinguish sounds: there was the barn owl with its sudden
and horrific screech, and the softer, gentler tawny owl. Horses blew
their lips. The hedgehogs themselves were often surprisingly loud –
especially when mating.
But
there were subtler sounds, too. The difference between wheat and
oilseed rape in a breeze. The rattling of loose silver birch bark.
Claws against oak. My own feet tearing grass, docks, nettles and
willowherb, and then scuffing against the baked, ridged track made by
a combine years before.
*
An
eruption of pigeons startles me. The comical whistling of their wings
as they fly up en masse is somehow more sinister in the dark.
The
nightingale’s song, one of nature’s most revered and
inspirational sounds, is my only guide. I have no torch, no phone
light; and the Moon is waning and covered by scudding, fibrous
clouds. I do not know this wood at all – my friend, a far better
naturalist than I, and the chief executive of the local Wildlife
Trust – told me that nightingales occupy the gravel pits and willow
scrub which are dotted around the county, and that this is one of the
places they settle in during the Spring.
It
is hard to describe the song without resorting to cliché. Beethoven
and Wordsworth knew that it was liquid, that it spoke to the soul,
pouring in through the ears. There is something fluid about
it, but there is something very robin- or thrush-like, too
(unsurprising, since it’s a close relative) and that makes it not
otherworldly, but more familiar than I had expected. Still, I can’t
help thinking of dryads and wood elves. It feels very Tolkien-esque
here.
Like
most birds, nightingales prefer messy places. Restricted to dense
young-growth habitats, they favour blackthorn and willow scrub, which
are relatively rare environments in this increasingly tidy,
homogenous landscape. They sing from the dense tangled heart of the
wood, and I know that no matter how close I get, I will not see one.
Rather, it will seem as though the wood itself is singing.
Once
my eyes have adjusted, and I can just make out the path before me, I
start walking. My world is small, even smaller than it was with my
headlight, when I sought hedgehogs.
I
should not be here. This wood is privately owned, and in danger of
being grubbed out, but I feel some of that night-recklessness that I
did in Lincolnshire. I know that I am alone, that no gamekeeper is
going to point his rifle at me through a gap in the trees. This wood
is small and unlovely, and few people know it exists.
The
song is, in some ways, like a radio transmission. It seems to come
from everywhere. I turn a circle, slowly, but my ears are not very
good receivers. At a certain point I pause. A second song starts up,
quietly, as though its singer is practising for the real performance.
This second melody runs into the first, strengthening it, acting as
an amplifier. Two flutes in an orchestra, or a confluence of two
small brooks.
I
leave the relative safety of the path and find a gap in the thorns.
My eyes feel pressed, as if they want to retreat further into my
skull. The trees are close, and the noise I make as I sweep aside
branches and leaves silences the rest of the wood, which makes it
seem, more than ever, that I am shrinking into an ever smaller, but
watched, space. It is strange to think that the wood is so small. The
song, which has a cathedral-like resonance, makes it seem much
grander.
It
grows stronger.
I
step out into a small clearing by a row of long-ago coppiced hazel.
Behind them is an impenetrable thicket of blackthorn and hawthorn. I
can go no further. I am as close to the nightingale as I will ever
be.
For
a moment I fear the song has finished, but, suddenly, eerily close,
it begins again. On my other side, in another thicket, the second
joins it.
I
stand, and then sit, and then lie next to a log. Inside the log, no
doubt, dozens of saprophytic insects are going about their business.
Above me is the sky, starless.
All
around me, the wood is singing.
An abridged and edited version appears in EarthLines Magazine, issue 12.
Nice Michael, it was indeed a great experience to be there, tracking those little ones:) Best, Anouschka
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